If?

If my eyes are red it's not because I cried 
if my heart is broken it's not because 
You broke my heart 
The red eyes are from staying up all night 
My broken heart is a result of missing you tonite
Love and sex are a mystery to me do they even combine?
The violence in your thrust 
And the moaning escaping from my mouth is not pain
But pleasure 
Cause when you hurt me oh so good 
And you fill me deep inside
My body can't help but scream for more and give it back
making u want more
 pulling up then dropping me down
Screaming ownership which you already have
Feeling conquered I am left behind 
So my eyes are red and my heart breaks cause deep inside
I wanna do it all again tonite!

John Mayer - Daughters

Daughters

i have always tried to make others around me happy
sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't
i raised my girls through struggle hard work and lots of lost
time no time for a lot of kid things i would have loved to do
now as semi adults they don't like me much I was not there
I didn't do enough i was too busy was not a good mom
I did try and i guess that is all i can say.
I see the past but hind sight is always 20\20
all i can say is I tried and the results speak for themselves
3 gorgeous intelligent women my creations
at the end of it all i guess someday they too will
look back and realize that i really did the best with what i had
and that all the love I gave them through it all is important to
what they have become!

Soundgarden - Outshined (HD High Definition Music Video)