If?

If my eyes are red it's not because I cried 
if my heart is broken it's not because 
You broke my heart 
The red eyes are from staying up all night 
My broken heart is a result of missing you tonite
Love and sex are a mystery to me do they even combine?
The violence in your thrust 
And the moaning escaping from my mouth is not pain
But pleasure 
Cause when you hurt me oh so good 
And you fill me deep inside
My body can't help but scream for more and give it back
making u want more
 pulling up then dropping me down
Screaming ownership which you already have
Feeling conquered I am left behind 
So my eyes are red and my heart breaks cause deep inside
I wanna do it all again tonite!